SOMETIMES I REALLY JUST WANT YOU OUTTA MY LIFE.
PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO DO THAT.
YOU WILL NEVER EVER GET IT, WILL YOU? 

I dont want to be your best friend anymore.
I dont want to hear your same old stories anymore.
Do you even think we're still the same?
I am uncomfortable with everything you do.
What are best friends for?
Yeah really, what are they for.

PISSED 
PISSED
PISSED


ANGRY
ANGRY
ANGRY


囧
囧
囧

WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALMOST THERE!

ALMOST THERE!!!!!


TWO MORE DAYS TO RE-DOWLOADING OF FUNSHION!!! :PPP


Although there's three more papers left, i do think that i deserve some break meanwhile! Maybe a couple of episodes of friends season 9 or some hyimym!! :DDDD

I.MISS.CHINESE.

人总是这样，永远都不会珍惜眼前的一切一切。

:)

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

Girlfriends

Ever wondered why some of your girlfriends only talk about ONE topic whenever you guys meetup? 
If you get what i mean.


Basically, I get the gist and you do not have to keep harping on the same issue again and again and again. You know how annoying it gets? And i've been 'tolerating' it for years... Okay, tolerating might be too harsh a word to use but i cant think of any that's better. Sometimes, you just have to get over it you know? Seriously, GET.OVER.IT. 


Things used to be very nice and i am extremely comfortable whenever i'm with you. We can talk about anything under the sky. And i dont know since when i've started to lose interest in the things we talk about maybe because IT.IS.ALWAYS.THE.SAME.THING. Come on, that's not what bffs do right! =.= 
人会变，月会圆。
Sometimes things are just not the same anymore, we all have our own lives.
So, just.move.on...........




"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson


How i wish...

What's supposed to happen in my life right now?

Okay, i've gotta admit that after i started looking at (mayb slight stalking) siwei's blog recently, i gort the feel to blog again. Hehehe! But erm, i just wanna 'talk' you see, so dont expect much. LOLS


Recently, i realised i.can.be.quite.mean.at.times. But you gotta understand that it can't be controlled right?!
P.S. I gort a SERIOUS weakness when it comes to pronounciation errors....I am definitely not very good at my pronounciation either, but its just that i find it damn funny when ppl make mistakes. I mean lyk, if i made the same mistake myself, i'll also laugh at myself! :DDDD hahahah!!! So, I sincerely apologise to all those ppl that i've once laughed at... :SSS


So, W.O.W. A levels in like 33days??? That's VERY fast actually...I somehow think i'm pretty ready alrdy but obviously my marks arent showing it. Okay, mayb my definition of ready is lyk 'at least i wont be entering in with a blank mind'. Ohwell, study harder Vanessa! Change your thinking!!! 'IT.IS.NOT.OKAY.IF.I.DONT.DO.WELL.FOR.A.LEVELS' 
Sometimes, it is just REALLY hard to understand why people place so much emphasise on how important A levels is? Right?!?! Okay, our ultimate aim is to get into a university since we chose this JC path right? So, what if we screwed up a levels? Bad results = Cannot get into a university? Okay, after hearing a lot of stories, i came to a conclusion that money matters are almost everybody's concern here. Maybe i do not know enough, but not enough money = cannot go into local uni = ??? Really? I think it is more like maybe the route will be tougher but definitely not the end. Why not try taking the tougher route sometimes right? Alright, i admit i may not want to go through the poly route and face the fact that i've wasted two years in my jc life but i am okay with it......i just need time to slowly digest this disgusting fact. So, Fret not guys!! Just give our best in this crazydisgustingstupidrubbish a levels and see how it will lead us on when we get our results back! 


Errr TOO LONG A POST. Ending it. Hahahha! 


Goodnight! :DDD

OKAY... Let's see, April was the last time i updated this blog. What has changed from April till September in my life?

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A.L.O.T.

Too lazy to talk about what has changed.

Erm, Siwei asked me to update and i am updating but its been too long, i forgotten how blogging is done... :SSSS

Hmmmm, pretty much things happened today and ermm dont really feel lyk mentioning it but think everything's gonna be fine coz come on, it's VANESSA right! There's gotta be a reason for me to be me!! *if you get what i mean* :)))

Oh well, A levels is coming and yeapp NOT.MUCH.TIME.LEFT. but i believe that there will be enough for me to change things! :)))

EVEN IF I GORT THREE Us, I CAN STILL GET MY THREE As! ----- This is what i learnt today! :DDD

When loneliness struck me...

I mean like it is not up to me to really choose how i'm born with right, some people arent just that proactive and if you dont try to approach me how will you noe? Plus, i think all guys are real superficial =.=

Hmmm, i'll say that it may be true that hormones are raging at our age and sometimes we may be desperate, but what's wrong with being a lil' more mature? I mean yeah i may not be as fun and as approachable or say as pretty as the others, but for goodness sake, you guys arent anywhere better? And i agree that life is really pretty tough in JC, but how do you deal with awkward moments, like SERIOUSLY?!

Arghhh whatever, totally feel like saying, 'I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.'

No more DRAMAS.

No more LAPTOP.

No more FACEBOOK.

All these will take effect ASAP :)

Honestly, I think I've never felt so awkward and so affected before. Great. :-S

A confession to make.

After so long, I'm back to my blog (temporarily; ignoring the previous post on that was extremely childish, immature, retarded and stupid dispute =.= ). Okay, I've officially screwed up my common test, so i won't mention further on that. I've gotta admit that i'm really really affected by what i heard the other day but you know, it cant be controlled. As much as i wanna ignore it and just move on in life, i can't. So yeah.. It has been long since i've ever felt like this so i guess it kinda shows its significance. Oh well, time to deal with it Vanessa. :)

TOTALLY BEING A NICE GIRL HERE.

Okay, majority equals to lyk 14 outta 24? Plus what makes you think the other 3 can make more constructive comments when the arguments you guys had werent exactly strong enough? Btw, yongshin didnt even say a single thing just now. So look who's talking. If it makes you feel better, i wasnt part of the majority so say lyk FOUR people didnt attend just now from the majority, makes a lot of diff huh?.

Something's wrong.. Like REAL wrong..

But i don't know why and since when it went wrong.

:((((

Just when you thought things would get worse, it FINALLY got better! :))))

Somehow I enjoy your company no more.