well,its been so longg since i've ever upload any post in this rotting blog.but i've realised that i've gort quite a lot to sae here...

1) Tabletennis
2) STUDIES!!!
3) erm...my life?!?!

hahas yeah somehow its just like this...though its like only a few but it seriously mean like the whole world to me currently...

First of all,tabletennis,we've officially lost to RV and Fuhua but at least we won to dunearn and newtown though there're the not very good ones...Unfortunately we were still unable to enter into the nationals and also our coach simply resigned like yesterday yesterday without informing us or maybe just me.perhaps he really given up hope on us already....for some reasons i dunno why i was kinda disappointed with the fact that he's seriously gone and i cant accept this fact...but its true. after all these very sad stuffs that happened i dunno why till now i've not shed a single tear even though i was almost breaking down but i didnt...mayb it wasnt that sad to me that i'll cry coz if one day i cry it either means that i'm totally hurt by someone or very very disappointed...mayb this aint that disappointing to me.As everybody always say,"the end is just the beginning".Hope this implies to us^^

Second thing,my studies!i've haven been doing well for practically all the subjects and i dunno y i seem to be distracted by something and even me myself dunno if its true...my social studies is driving me crazy!A maths is totally alienated from my mind!English is getting on my nerves!not even to mention chinese=.=Common test is nearing and i've yet to start my revision...WHAT IS GOING ON IN ME?!?!nothing seems to be going right....going to school nowadays is like the first thing in my mind that i dread the most.

ok last of all,my life.Well,there's this particular feeling in me that's making me feel so contradicted with myself now and then.sometimes its lyk "wow i cant believe that this is happening" and sometimes i'm lyk "can you stop giving me false hope?"...i dunno since when this started and it simply just cant end!its very torturing for me to feel like this its been lyk so longg since i've gort this kinda feeling after that time...i totally hope that this is happening and i dun actually feel how i think i feel lyk now.please tell me its not!!!

ok,listen.i'm not trying to act emo or wadsoeva its just how i'm currently facing my life...its just getting worse!!!