My true feelings.

Hi Azeezah! Hahaha I'm guessing you're the only one I know that's still reading my blog! This is probably why I love you as my long time friend!!! :) 

Okay I just seriously need a platform to do some writing (though I know I'm not so good at it). So these are the things that I'm currently going through. Nothing much but just a little mundane life.

First and foremost, I'm starting to not like my job at the zoo. New group of people has been hired ever since my school started. They're a bunch of 17-18 year olds. They're really nice people but guess i just dont see them so often to get to know them better. Not trying to make myself sound old but yeah there's this age gap thing going on. Furthermore, I'm not working as often so obviously I didn't get the chance to mingle with them. So I'm kinda feeling a little out now though there's still my favourite Gaaya and Kavitha there! I kinda wanna quit alrdy coz kinda see no point anymore :/ but still being able to work in the zoo is really a once in a lifetime opportunity. Although I'm not like any zoo keeper or related to the animals in my job scope, it is still a very pleasant environment to work in. People are all nice and friendly and seriously, there's just this wow factor whenever you tell people you're working in the zoo. And yes, I'm still contemplating. :)

Next, not gonna name names. I seriously hate it when friends just cast you aside when they are in a relationship. So what if you say you don't wanna create misunderstandings and stuff. All rubbish please. Yes, you should be totally committed to your girlfriend but come on, not taking to a friend that you've been talking to almost everyday? True friends indeed huh. I have guy friends who've been friends with me since like forever still having the occasional htht although they have girlfriends alrdy please. Just shut up and go away then. So be it.

Lastly, relationships. Trust me, I'm lying if I say I totally do not want a boyfriend. It is true that I'm enjoying life with all the friends I have now and even if no random guy comes into my life I'm  really fine with it. It's just that sometimes you just wanna have that experience you know. Get what I mean? Hahaha really hard to explain but yeah...Gonna sound like a bad girl now but I don't mind just having a fling. Ohmygosh, I sound like a b**** here but that's really what I feel. Think I'm a person that's afraid of commitment? And I think I really do have life goals that I wanna achieve. They're not just a dream! So it might be really hard to be committed to a person while trying to achieve all of my crazy dreams. Yeap so this is how I feel about relationships at least for now.

Okay that's roughly the few emotions that I'm going through now. Azeezah, pretty wow huh? Hahaha! :P 

Just a little something about me~

MOMENTS TO BE REMEMBERED.

SO...

One fine day, BFF and I decided to attend this 'chinese global music awards' event held at the indoor stadium. Reason being, her friend sold her a pair of tickets at $30 each when the original price was at $98 and her idol JJ Lin is gonna be there so why not right? And I went with her, not hoping for much because honestly speaking, we don't even know what this event is about. Hahaha! 

OKAY, I cannot keep the suspense any longer so I'm getting straight to the point!

There was quite a lot of singers present! Eason Chan, Fiona Sit, Twins, JJ LIN, Da Mouth (HuaiQiu in particular), Tanya Chua, Yang Zhong Wei, Dong Shan Shao Ye (guy from guangdong that we didnt know existed till today but we decided to listen to his songs because he's pretty handsome and of course has a great voice!) and a lot more singers but i cannot remember for now. I shall skip all the awesome songs that these singers sang and go to the part where JJ Lin's about to perform. Okay, we were sitting at a pretty good view where the sorta backstage can be seen. This is a lil hard to explain but I'll try. 



Okay this is our view!! And to the far left of the picture, we can actually see all the way to their backstage where they are gonna prepare to enter the front stage! SO, before JJ Lin was about to go out to perform, he was standing there to get ready! AND!! We just so happened to look at him!! AND HE LOOKED AT US!! HE FIRST DID A 'TWIST' SIGN AT US AND WE WENT HIGH!! DECIDED TO WAVE TO HIM!! BEST THING ON EARTH HAPPENED!!! HE WAVED BACK TO US!!! PLEASE NOTE: HE ONLY WAVED TO US OKAY, NOBODY ELSE COS WE WERE BASICALLY THE ONLY ONES LOOKING AT HIM AT THAT MOMENT!! BACKSTAGE MOMENT OKAY!! HAHAHAHAH!! 

Okay, so that's one highlight of the entire event! The next one!! At the end of the show, I had the craziest idea! Told bff that we should walk down towards the barrier when they are exiting. Honestly, at that moment i don't know what to expect, maybe just a close up photo or something? THEN, BEST THING ON EARTH HAPPENED 2!!!! When we were standing there, Huai Qiu and JJ Lin were walking towards the exit!! Crazy Kai Mi simply shouted HUAI QIU damn loudly on her own!! And he didn't hear!!!! Somehow, she managed to walk towards the edge of the exit area where people were shaking hands with Tanya and she took out her hands!! EPIC MOMENT. She sorta rejected Tanya's hand while trying to reach Huai Qiu's!! hahaha! Imagine how Tanya felt!! LOLOL!! Nevermind, that's not my point! My point was...................SHE SHOOK HUAIQIU'S HAND!! MEANWHILE I WAS WALKING TOWARDS HER TOO AND HUAIQIU ACTUALLY WAITED FOR LIKE A MOMENT TO REACH OUT AND SHAKE HANDS WITH ME TOO!!! NICE GUY TTM RIGHT!! :D AND THEN OBVIOUSLY, WE ALSO SHOOK HANDS WITH JJ LIN SINCE THEY WERE BROS AND STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER!! JJ LIN EVEN SAID HI, THANK YOU!! 
PLEASE NOTE AGAIN: BOTH HUAIQIU AND JJ LIN ONLY SHOOK HANDS WITH THE BOTH OF US BECAUSE WE WERE SO CLOSE TO THE EXIT THAT NOBODY ELSE HAD THE CHANCE TO DO THAT EXCEPT US!! OMGGGG PERSONAL MOMENT AGAIN!!! 

HAHAHAHA! OKAY SO THIS WAS MY FIRST EXPERIENCE SHAKING HANDS WITH CELEBS AND IT WAS REALLY COOL!! HAHAHA I MUST REMEMBER THIS MOMENT FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!! 

crazy things you do with your bff~