Desperate Ends

I know nobody wanted things to end up like what it is today but the problem is, who is willing to step out and change things now?

Seriously, don't just throw it all to one person just because you think she is the only one capable of handling these issues. A rubber band will still break when it reaches its maximum limit right?

I can't believe this.

You are strong and can deal with anything that life throws at you. Take a deep breath and be filled with the knowledge that you can deal with all things.

WORK!

Yes, Vanessa's finally working!

MY FIRST JOB IN MY LIFE (apart from the transcribing job at home) IS AWESOME!!!

Robinsons cashiering!!! hahahah okay it may not sound as fun as it seems, but honestly i am really having fun!!! Credits to my awesome-est colleagues!! 

On the first two days of training, I thought this job would be sooo boring and I can't wait to start my zoo job. But now! I am really really sad that it's gonna end!! :( 

Lesson learnt: Colleagues really play a big part in determining if your job is fun or not! 

Imagine that, how fun can a cashiering job be? It is simply just collecting money, processing the payments and it can really be quite stressful sometimes!! This isn't cool. But I've really learnt a lot of the social traits these few days. Those people who think that they're really rich and look down on people like us taking up a part time job are really rubbish people. =.= Just like what one of my colleagues said, 'We're taking this job to earn extra money, not that we are poor. If you continue to show me attitude I can just quit.' True that. My exact sentiments as well.

Back to my colleagues (P.S. I feel damn mature when I'm using the term 'colleagues' :P) , the four of us especially! I'm really thankful to be in the same shift as them! I was sooo worried when I might be continuing my remaining six days with the other group..... :S They were so quiet...I can't possibly imagine not talking for eight hours straight! :O Insane right?! Okay, so this four colleagues of mine, think the only word to describe all of us is seriously 'LAME'. Hahaha! One 21-year old girl, one 20-year old dude and another 23-year old dude i think? Thanks, I'm 19! :P I don't understand how lame can everything get! And its still SO funny! OMG, i think this is what boredom leads us to. Seriously, if there are little customers we complain, too many we complain also! Anyways! I am seriously having a whale of my time here! Hope we will stay in contact after tmr, my last day.. :(

That's all for now! :)

SCHOOL.

I really miss school.... :(

I miss those short walks we have from classrooms to lecture halls and those toilet breaks that we have in lectures and everybody just chiong-ed. hahaha! Although studying was sucky, the times spent in school was so memorable. Now that I've just started working, I'm really missing school. I finally understand why people say when you're studying you wanna work but once you're working you'll definitely wanna go back to studying. 

I.GET.IT.NOW.

Sighhhhh~

Those early morning 1.5hr lessons where we're struggling to keep our eyes open..and worse still! those timed assignments (esp econs essay and gp essay early in the morning!) We'll seriously just stone after the paper. Hahaha! I love those air-con classrooms in our new timetable when it was nearing A-levels! The places where we had GP lessons, physics lessons etc were awesome! Of course, I miss those random laughing sessions with my beloved friends!! Siwei especially! hahaha whenever she's sitting beside me and when we're seriously damn bored or just in a good mood, doodling+chitchatting+spastic face+sooo many more stuff!! It was FUN!! :D

Also in year one i think (lesser in year two), whenever a teacher is absent and we aren't studying (as usual :P), we just gather together and chit chat + gossip! HAHAHA! I don't know how come we have so many things to gossip about also! :P

This.is.life.in.school.

I.miss.this.life.