why is it the fact that life is so unfair!!!!
i've lyk spent so much time and effort in this and wad did i get?!?!NOTHING!!!!
thn you???yr heart isnt even in here and u actually can acheive wad everybody is aiming for???dammit!!!should i juz simply give up and stop all the effort i'm putting in and juz leave it to all the others...from the past i've been trying to do my best and excel in it and i've gort nothing back...i seriously dun understand...what exactly is wrong wif me???why am i forever getting this kinda treatment???haiz...wadeva=.=
felt the unjustice in the world today and frustration faced by people...it seriously doesnt feel good!!!

HAHA!back to blogging again...

well,this march holiday was simply boring!!!monday and tuesday had oral and i totally flunked my chinese oral=.=haiz...thn we had training which caused a bad blister on my middle finger...feel so weird
the other days juz went pass as usual...had training on thursday and went for karaoke wif family in changi beach club on friday and it wad totally corrupted...shall not go further on bout friday's event...
well,had a serious breakdown on monday night after quarrelling wif my dad concerning tabletennis.cried all the way in the car from cineleisure back home.fortunately my eyes wun swell up or show any syptoms after crying or else it will be exposed whn i head for tabletennis in zhenghua CC...actually tt cry wasnt purely juz bout tabletennis but mayb also everything in my life so far...felt so much better after pouring it all out...haiz...shall blog till here byebye!

well,feel lyk blogging again^^

hmmm,COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!!
unfortunately there's still orals tmr and tues=(
think i'm gonna do so badly for the common test this time round and perhaps there may even be some red marks in certain papers like SS,Geog and mayb even chinese!!!i'm such a failure in chinese i juz cant seem to get hold of it...haiz...

now its march holidays and it doesnt feel lyk an holiday!!!argh!oral on monday and tuesday and the prefect & ssc's camp from thurs to sat...dun really feel lyk going though but its compulsory^^so make the full use of it bah!!!hahas...

我觉得最近我真的开始喜欢上你了。虽然我觉得自己根本没有资格喜欢你但是爱，这个字的确是无法控制的。我终于放下了小学的那段美好的时光来到了现在这儿广大的中学里。我好希望你对我也有这样的感觉吧。可是，就算是一相情愿我也愿意。我是渴望你对我的那一点点的注意我就心满意足了。

i've recently realised that chinese words can really help to speak out my thoughts.unlike english,its like so formal and there isnt any words that i can use to describe my feelings or perhaps its b'cos i dun have enuf vocabs in vanessa's dictionary though..hahas! so well,thats about it.cya!