Somehow I don't think I'll ever be able to understand humans, especially our emotions. I swear there's really just a thin line between love and hate. I remember the old me (like when I was twelve?), I used to really dislike this used-to-be friend of mine. Like really hate. I remember I almost got into a cat fight in school, imagine that! Do you realise, as you grow older, it is harder to hate someone than to befriend one? Plus, it is not easy telling anyone about a person that you hate coz people are judgemental these days. Everyone is no longer as simple as we all used to be. WHY?! Why must everyone pretend to be magnanimous and be friendly to everybody when you just go home and complain or gossip to your close friends? Isn't this even worse than just showing your own emotions? Backstabbing is never a cool thing to do. Neither is betraying. I've learnt and I don't think I'm ever someone that's really capable of hiding my emotions but I'm learning. Sometimes I think the more I learn, the worse things gets. Maybe I should stop right here now and stop hiding my feelings.
什么是爱？什么是恨？这两个都是很可怕的字，我猜我以后会少用了甚至不想再用了。
真的是不简单。
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