okies,suddenly there's this mixed feeling in me...izzit H******** or pure J******???
there's this weird kinda emotion i gort after seeing that.
dun wish to comment bout it le.
think its time for me to forget *** and carry on with my life.
SHOO AWAY!!!

多一事不如少一事是我刚学会的道理。

Wooo! finally found the time to update! its lyk a total busy week can! with all those night studies killing me and draining me off!!! i think i seriously nidda have sufficient sleep loh else it'll kill me!!!

okies, my brother officially went into the army and serve the nation last saturday...):
went to pulau tekkong with him on sat from the morning all the way till bout 5 plus 6 in the evening(: it was seriously tiring but worth it coz there's this army guy that brought us all around the school and see all the activities and training grounds that they have...and there's this 11 obstacles thing and its lyk SO cool?!?! if only they allowed a try out...hehes! thn the sadest part is when saying goodbye to him loh...haiz...its seriously saddening!! i SO miss someone at home 'playing' with me...hahahah!!!

hmmm dunno wad else to say le...very tired liao...i've been sleeping these few days when i'm doing my homework at home loh...first time i'm sleep while doing work loh...so you can imagine how tired am i! hahahas!!! oh yeah today during pe i played badminton!! after SO long!! hahahas!!! still gort the somehow skills lehh!! pro right??? i managed to continue hitting the shuttercock for quite long leh! just that i forgotten to count =.=

hahahs!!! there's this hsk thing tmr!! and think its gonna be quite fun though hope i can get good results thn mayb can consider going to shanghai!!! hehehe!!! my chinese not that bad okay! hahahas!!!
OKIES THINK THATS ALL LE!!!
BYEBYE!!!

wow!! its been quite long since i've updated!! hahahas!! today's KSS Sports Day!!! hahahs and also our last year involved!!! and SADLY! NIGHTHAWK DIDNT GET FIRST FOR CHEERING!!! omg....its so wasted right? after having been the cheering champion for three consecutive years thn now we only gort the 2nd....haizz...hahas oh well at least we tried out best yeah?hahas!!!

THREE CHEERS FOR NIGHTHAWK CHEERLEADERS!!!! WOOOOO!!!!

hahahas!!! AND of course they had make-ups this year again!! hahas and thank god i didnt ruin it as bad as i did last year!! hahahas!!! funny!!! i'm so not into make-ups i guess!! hahahas!!! oh yeah!! NIGHTHAWK also gort the third in overall!! hahahs not bad right??? and the first overall is ibex and first for cheering is alba!! hahas!! its their first time in Kranji's history,SO CONGRATS!!! hahahas!!!! but i still love nighthawk afterall!!! hehehehs!!! =))))

hmmm afterthat me yihan azeezah colleen and siangning went to lot1 to watch CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC!!! hahahas!! that movie was quite nice loh! but sad at some parts though..hehes made me emo for a while!! hahahas quite a typical chick flick lahh budden its still nice after so long since i've watched one!! hehes!!! next movie i'm gonna watch : Shinjuku incident!!! KnOwing!!! Fast & Furious 4!! and 12 rounds!!! hehehes!!! a lot that i wanna watch hor??? i still wanna watch shinjuku despite all the negative comments!!! i also dunno why!! hehes i support Jackie Chan!!! =)))) oh yeah!! and 17 again also!! hahahas!! sighhhh so many movies to watch but so little time to spare!!!

AND!!! my brother's going into NS in THREE days!!! awwww!!! i'm SO gonna miss him man!!! =(((( hahahs dunno how he's gonna look lyk with all his hair shaved off after two weeks when he's back from BMT!!! hahahas!!! hope 2 years will pass smoothly and quickly!! hehehes!!! by that time i think both of us can enter U together if everything goes well for me too!!! hahahah!!! and congrats to him for passing his driving license!! hahahas car freak!!! hahahas!!! =)

hahas realised i've so many things to say!! hahahas!!! hmmm confessions really reminded me of a lot of things man!! OMG!! hahahs okies gtg!! next post i shall update those SUPER DUPER CUTE pics of the dogs that i took during my KL Trip!!! hahahas!!!
BYEEEEE!!!!

Okies,i'm updating!!
hmmm been quite a bad week this week...seems to be having lotsa mood swings outta nowhere...

oh yeah! had SL yesterday!! hahas was kinda fun though!! we waited for the bus to lyk come for bout half an hour and afterthat ms vanitha came to tell us that she booked the wrong date and the bus is unable to come =.= SO! 4D a total of 41 studens walked all the way to lot1 together and took mrt together all the way to marsiling/woodlands (have no idea...) and thn walked all the way to metta home! hahas!! cool right?? and of course we have ms sim as our 'babysitter' throughout the journey!! hahaha!!

Okies,when we reached there,i was kinda scared initially i dunno why...it seems very uncomfortable and uneasy for me..budden after awhile when we tried to approach them,it was really lyk quite fun!! hahas!! and this friend i made,Ng Siew Choo!!! has very very good colouring skills!! hahahas!! shld have taken a pic of the cow she coloured loh!! its extremely nice!!! and apparently!! the cow is proudly copyright by the keychain that i have in my bag!! hahaha!! and proudly edited by siangning!! hahahas!!!

OH YEAH!!! hahas!! tell you one new quote me and siangning invented!!! hahahha!!
SIANGNING : HI I'M BIM!
VANESSA: HI I'M BO!
YANXIANG: HI I'M Sssss
TOGETHER: AND WE ARE THE BIMBOSssss!!!

HAHAHAH!!! DAMN FUNNY RIGHT???/ hahahha!!! cant believe all the things i did on thursday loh!! hahahs totally crazy man!! hahahas!! thats so not me!!! hahaha!!! still rmb the wadeva and that particular action of yanxiang!! LOL!! hahahhas!!! shld have taken a pic too!! hahahas!!!

OKIES!! THINK THATS BOUT IT LE!!
Sorry i lazy to change the colour of the words alrdy...hahas
*** currently living in a very hectic life ***

hahas!!! lOng time didnt update!!! hahas but this's gonna be a short one though...=)

hmmm just created a facebook account coz i wanna go play those games that i'm always playing using my bro's account!! hahaha!! so cool right??!?!? i found myself another entertainment!! hehes though i noe its not the correct time for more entertainment at sucha time!! hahas!!

Sec4's life is simply SO tiring man!!! and its lyk alrdy gonna be April!!! OMG!!! way too fast!! haizz...!!! oh well...cant make time stop so i shall just make full use of my time then!!! hahahas!! I CAN DO IT!!! =))))

okies,,kaiimii is apparently making me listen to her JJ's songs and one canto song which is lyk kinda nice!! hahas!! making me liking chinese songs...hahas!!! budden i must sae JJ's jian jian dan dan de mv is really making me emo loh!! hahahs...reminding me of past...hahahas!!! okies i gtg alrdy!!! BYE!!! =)))

OOo hahas this is lyk the 100th post!!! hahaha!!!
***currently getting a very badd signness...*** :(

Hahaha!! guess wad??!??! something VERY VERY VERY funny thing happened just now!! hahaha!!! okies this is how the story goes, just now azeezah and i went to lot1 and apparently i had to go to aries to buy something..and thn we were lyk looking at those ermm lyk small small clips to pin up the fringe??ermm lyk those kindaa butterfly clip bahh budden its those extremely small ones!! hahas so apparently we were lyk looking at it and taking it up and see...and at this instant!! azeezah said "these kinda clips very easy to break one" AND at that exact moment!!! ***breaks*** this small white clip that i'm holding broke into FOUR pieces!!! hahahh!!! and the sound is lyk damn loud!!! hahaha!! if i'm not wrong,the sides broke into two and thn the metal thingy inside fell onto the floor and thn another metal thing inside the clip flew and gort kinda stuck onto azeezah's fringe!!!omg!!!! then once i saw that i immediately burst out liao!! and apparently right,the sales girl standing right behind me kinda didnt or pretended not to notice that we broke the clip...SO! we just left the shop and laughed our way home!!! hahahah!!! ITS SUPER DUPER FUNNY!!!

Okies,think i'll just blog bout this today bahh...its SO THE JOKE OF THE DAY MAN!! its either i'm too rough or that clip is simply too cheap...hahahs!!! condemns aries...hahahas!!! =)

hmmm recently i seem to be getting over it le?i feel lyk i'm practically ignoring your presence these days and i choose not to look at you anymore...hahas oh well!! i guess this is just all for my own good!!! GOODBYE!!!

I SOO LOVE MY FAMILY!!!
-GRANDMOTHER
-GRANDAD
-MUMMY
-DADDY
-KORKOR
-COUSINS!!!
-AUNTIES!!!
AND EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY!!! =))))

Okies,i noe this is a little random but ya...today went for karaoke with my cousin!! and my aunt!!! was damn fun can?!?! hahaha!!! =) but sad to say my mood was lyk ruin after that....arghhh....irritating....
ahhh who cares??? i decided not to care alrdy...its so useless and stupid....BLEH!!! XP!!!

hmmm really had fun with my cousin from yesterday and today!!! hahahs!! so gonna have more fun after my Os and her PSLE!! hahaha!!! best buds!!!! =)))
***nothing else to say***....

okies,been quite long since i've updated...

I WENT TO THE AIRPORT ON TUESDAY WITH KAIMI!!!!! HAHAHA!!

it was extremely fun can!!! hahaha!! although with that limited time we had all thanks to my parents=.= hahas though i still went home late by bout an hour???..hahahs!! oh well!! let the pics do the saying!! hahahs

P.S. certain pics are really quite disgusting..so dun puke!! =P

hmm this 3 pics are lyk actually the start of our 'journey' we took the skytrain to T3!!! hahas we haven warm up yet...hahaha!!! seriously felt lyk tourists there can?..hahas!! =) oh yeah!! apparently we went all the way to changi airport and we ate mac =.= lame right? but thats the most practical lunch we can find coz both of us had tight pockets that day..hahahs!! didnt take pic at mac but there's this guy that looks SO lyk MR TEH!!! hahahah!!! laughed lyk mad at mac!! =)))

hahahs!!! i have no reason why i took the pic of that dustbin coz kaimi asked me to take it and i think it sorta reminds us bout the time in beijing when i was SO fascinated with all those diff dustbins on the road that i took all their pics!! hahahas!!!

and then we went to ah kun to do a little homework and kaimi actually ordered a set B when she made her eggs super BLACK after she just finished her mac meal! hahahs!! i only ordered a coffeee...but!!! coffee & mac just dun click!!! dun ever try that!!! you'll get diahhrea drinking them together man!!! its so not cool!!! =)

ULTIMATE CHIIINAAA VANESSA!!! wayy too chinese man!!! hahas! =)

Okies,trying hard to imitate brad pitt.... ***trying REAL hard***

Yupps! Kaimi's imitating her husband--JJ lin!!

JJ again!! P.S. this is REALLY alike okay?!?!
Apparently,Kaimi also fell in love with my shades!!! hehehe!!!

Okies,think thats bout it first...coz we really took too many pics!! cant finish updating in one post!!! this isnt even half of our trip can!!! hahaha!!! =))) Byeee!!!

YO!! today had the house meeting and it was seriously FUNNY!!! hahaha!! shld have seen how our alumni-Yasin and his friend tried to think of new cheers thru songs lyk Hot & Cold,Circus and sugar coated with candy or izzit candy coated with sugar?forgotten alrdy hahas!! it was damn funny!! totally laugh myself off!! and it made my day today!! hahaha!! hahaha!! thinking bout it alrdy make me feel lyk bursting out! hahaha!!!

hmmm SPA's lyk gonna start on monday alrdy...and i feel so unprepared somehow...hahas just dun feel safe whenever i do SPA...oh well! just try my best bah!!! =)

My plans to go out with Kaimi's getting more and more limited le!!! =((((( days when i'm free thn she's not and vice versa...so this march holiday dunno still can go out a not!! =( hahas so far the plan to go sentosa shld be not successful le coz of time clash...=( so next plan is to go airport on tuesday after her IP...hahas can go there study shun bian take pics!!! hahaha!! so gonna start our photo album man!!! totally regretted not starting it lyk during sec2 or smth..hahas!!

Shall end with the jumpshot pics we took on friday!!! =)

ME & KAIMI!!!

hahas!! weird to see the 3 of us taking a pic together hor???hahahas!!

(any idea wads with that twist behind?lyk who's that???)

Me & Mandy + a weird guy in the hole...=.=

Hahas!! unsuccessful attempt!! =)

Successful! but overshot the camera's lens!! =.=

Hehes NICE ONE!!! =)

hahas!! dramatic pic or us!!! this is SO not planned!!! hahaha!!

hahas!! kaimi's really a dancer man!! jump till so high!!! hahah!!

OMG!!! KAIMI TOOK LIKE A PIC OF JJ YESTERDAY AT THE AIRPORT AND JJ'S PRACTICALLY LOOKING INTO HER CAMERA OR SHLD I SAY LOOKING AT HER!! HAHAHA!!!

I'm lyk wth??!?! am i suppose to be crazy over JJ also?? i dun really fancy him that much though but i dunno why i feel so sad being not able to go to the airport lah!!! H.A.I.Z. i feel so ke xi lah!!! omg...and kaimi and xinxian were lyk at the E Awards thingy tonight...hahas!! So cool can?!?! hahaha!! hmm think this is lyk so not me...hahahs!! who knows?? if its brad pitt's thats coming to singapore right i think i'll be even more crazy than now can??!?! hahaha!! OMG!! imagine one day brad pitt/shia labeouf come to singapore thn i go fetch them at the airport!!! OH.MY.GOSH. i will totally be speechless man!! hahaha!!

hmm today's lyk kranji's annual road run thingy..and i did sorta run but yeah me and warah reached just right bout a few seconds after 16 mins and we didnt get that damn sticker!! disappointed...if not mayb our class can somehow win 4e bah..hehes though its quite tough yeah...hahahs!and after the road run me azeezah warah and amalina went to the canteen supposedly to go visit those booths bah..then i saw kaimi!! and she's lyk showing me her camera with the JJ looking into her camera!!! and i was lyk kinda mad at that moment i dunno why!! hahas practically screaming in the canteen(wth right?) then azeezah amalina and warah was lyk so sian diao in the canteen waiting for me..SORRY!! then afterthat mandy came..hahas then we were lyk using kaimi's camera to take jump shot! hahas!! so cool lah!! though i noe ALOT of jumpshots i ALL very unglam..hehes...but it was fun okay? though its kinda retarded...hehes!

Oh yeah! todae i actually wore fbt to school...and i felt totally weird in that can?!?! trust me!! i am not bitchy okay?!?! i guess i wun be wearing it any time sooner in school le..its so not me although its really quite cooling can? hehes!!

then afterthat me mandy yihan hweejie and vivian went to imm for lunch and eat this fishamon express?? hahas the pork katsu is nice loh!! hahahs!!! and worth the price!! hahahah!!! and sadly i cant join them for the movie due to parents' restrictions so i left them at the kopitiam when they're accompanying regina for lunch...AND!sorry yihan for ps-ing you...=( didnt mean to de somemore the other time we at imm i also ps you..Sorry!

hmm guess thats bout it! BYE!!! =)
P.S. shall update the pics taken today in school once i gort hold of them!! hahahas i still owe you the pics on azeezah's birthday i guess hahas i've yet to get the pics...sorry!!! =)
( feel lyk i'm talking to myself..=.=)

HELLO!!!

MY BROTHER'S A LEVEL'S RESULTS IS LYK SO GOOD!!!!!

General Paper-B
Economics-C
Chinese-A
Mathematics-B
Chemistry-A
Physics-A
Project work-C

hahas!! so the main thing is lyk AAB(chemistry,physics and maths)
Lyk OMG!! my korkor can get into a University in Singapore for sure!!! he's lyk so smart can?haiz...hahas does it mean higher expectations on myself?...hahas nah-uh! hehes its all about ME and my own results!! but no matter what i think i still put my brother as my role model can?..hahas!! he's seriously good in his studies...hmm will he get into the accountancy course in NTU or SMU or does he wanna go into the mechanical engineering course in NUS...hahas!! all up to him!!!

CONGRATS KOR!!! =))))) I lOVE YOU!!! hahaha!! =)

hmmm actually i feel lyk posting but i dun really noe wad i wanna post bout...
hahas weird huh?

hmmm,gort back almost all my common test results except for geography and i'm really very disappointed in my results can?...even my maths werent wad i expected to get...**disappointing**
Oh well,wads next?BUCK UP AND STOP SLACKING!!! =)
Time to wake up and really push myself to my limits!!!
No more time for sec 3 life anymore!!
I am sure i have the capability to do even better de!!! =)

I TOTALLY CAN DO IT!!!
*** trust me!nth can bring me down! so stop persuading me!!!***

Okies,shall update again when i thought bout wad to blog about...hahas!!
BYE!

Okies,yesterday night was busy changing this new blogskin and i hereby officially announce that this blogskin i'm having now is the same as KAIMI's!! hahaha!! cool huh?!?! one day,when i'm better at blogskins,i shall change those pics on top with mine and her pics!! hahaha!!! imagine that day coming!! hahaha!! seriously think she's the best-est buddy i've ever had in secondary school! hahaha!!! I LOVE YOU!! hahaha!! eversince the adam khoo workshop it seems so much more easier saying I LOVE YOU!! hahaha!!!

Apparently,i think this weekend of mine is gonna be lyk quite moody...cos of certain reasons my whole weekend seems spoilt...haizz...kinda disappointing huh?? but oh well,there are just down times right? hahas! no worries,it'll be over soon! =)

hahas heard this song a little piece of my heart introduced by hariz,hahas although there's lyk quite a lot of vulgarities in it but its seriously a nice song somehow another..hahas!! thanks mr emo!! =) hahaha!!

okies guess thats all i'm gonna sae bah...hahas!!!
BYE!! =)

hmm currently having a chat with yihan and yupps she's definitely in deep thoughts..
well,she's making me having certain thoughts in my mind too...oh well,i guess life's just lyk tt bah there are definitely times when i'm unhappy with certain ppl and times when i totally LOVE the people around me....mayb this is just another choppy waves i'm facing i guess...anyways i just have to bear with it for a while more!! I CAN DO IT!!

this is lyk a lesson in my life,i gotta understand next time in my work life i am bound to meet ppl i dun like but yet i have to work with them,so perhaps this is a time for me to practise and get use to it so that i wun feel as uncomfortable in the future...=)

hahas!! hmmm we're done with Adam Khoo workshop and i totally learnt quite a lot from there! =) i cant really sae wad i learnt from this workshop but i can sae that i feel that i'm lyk a person with more goals in life and noe where i'm heading kinda person as compared to the old blur and no sense of direction me.i noe wad is expected of me and i will do my best to meet it de! =) its lyk so cool to noe where you're going and where you want to go =)

oh yeah! hahas at the closing ceremony in adam khoo workshop i actually went up to the stage and said I LOVE YOU to my parents!..hahas i totally have no idea where i got the guts from to go up there and sae such mushy words! hahas but totally didnt regret saying that =) hahas!! it was a very very cool experience man!! =)
P.S. i cried lyk mad that day can...omg...

i think i really wanna study hard now and stop thinking bout all those unpleasant stuffs in happening around me...just let it come and go...well,afterall in the future when i grow up i still have to rely on myself right?friends are there to only support me,they cant help me...=) okays,i feel lyk i sound lyk a loner in this post and please i am not okay! hahas i'm just reflecting on wad i shld focus currently =)

hmmm,i sorta can see my future alrdy and i noe who's gonna carry on my journey with me and who's not gonna to...

although i'm not a christian pardon me but i feel lyk saying this :

GOD I LOVE YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!! =)

YO!! I'M BACK!!! COMMON TEST IS LYK FINALLY OVER!!! HAHAHAH!!!

dunno wad we're all worrying about...its just lyk a common test?hahas but i'm also worried lah...hahas it feels lyk a real exam...hahas!!!

hmm todae we went out to watch movie and have lunch to celebrate Azeezah's belated birthday!! She was lyk SOOO touched by all the things we've done!! hehehe!! so cool!!! AND!! we watched VALKYRIE!!! hmmm think next time when we go out together we shld watch some other movies that you'll prefer bahh coz lyk the first time and todae de movie all i choose de thn i think you'll dun really lyk...sorry bout that...

hehes but i still think the movie's lyk DAMN nice!!!! hahaha!! dunno how to explain but the whole plot is lyk so cool although i noe its pratically history lahh but obviously i wun noe wads happening coz i'm not a history student!!! so the movie is lyk so nice and new to me!! =) and the sad thing is HITLER DID NOT DIE!! its lyk omg?!?! why's the world so unfair? such an evil doer shld lyk vanish from the earth long long time ago loh....they shldnt kill the kind ppl...hahas! oh well wad to do? i cant change history...hahas!!

AND todae i think we took ALOT ALOT of pics!! and emilia took a SERIOUSLY UNGLAM pic of me!!! its very very ugly!!! promise you wun update that pic hor!!! hahas shall update once i've gort hold of the pics! hahas!! coz its all in emilia's and azeezah's camera...=)

oh yeah...yihan lost her pouch again...haiz...the other time when we went out she lost her handphone in the theatres and its lyk this time she lost her whole pouch on the bus? izzit really that malay poly girl steal one??? guess so bah..haiz...its really very very sad to lose your wallet eversince my experience...so next time shldnt buy too big wallet coz its lyk very easy to drop out from your pocket....thats wad i think..hahas...oh yeah she just told me the malay poly girl called her and will be returning it to her tmr!! hahas!! kind souls still DO exist in the world!!

hmmm!! after blogging i'm lyk gonna look for blogskins with kaimi!! hehes! planning to use the same blogskin under the friendship kinda theme!! hehes!! thn the best is we noe how to put our pics into the skiN!! hehehes!! its lyk so cool!! and we have very little pics that we took together!! so we must go out one day to diff parts of singapore and take all diff kinda pics!! thn we can post it once and for all!!!! hahahah!!! so excited for that day to come!!! hehehes!! we can go to places lyk explanade...victoria concert hall...ermmm wad else??? singapore arts museum!! hehehes!!! and of course places lyk orchard road or smth!! hehehs!!! cant wait for that day to come!!! OMG!!! so cool!!!

OH YEAH!! I'VE YET TO GIVE VALENTINES' DAY PRESENTS TO YOU GUYS EXCEPT FOR MANDY[[hehes i gave you that heart of mine! ]] hmmm shall think of ways to buy something for you guys de!!! =) anyways it doesnt mean that i can only give friends presents on valentines' day right? i can give presents to friends anytime i wanna to...=)

hehes!! shall end of with my FAV pic with my FAV shades!!! =D

hehehehe!!! I SIMPLY LOVE MY SHADES MAN?!?!?!

MY COOLEST AND MOST FASHIONABLE MOM EVER IN THE WORLD!!!!

RAY-BAN!!! YOU ROCK!!! =D

hmmm apparently i had to celebrate Valentines' Day at home bcos i needed to study at home for Common Test =.= but we had a very very sumptous dinner!! hehes!!! steak!!! cheese!! and mixed herbs butter!!! hehes!!! my fav!!! [[ P.S. its seriously sinful. ]]

my childhood friend,Weisia!! =) too bad Yanni isnt there with us yet...else we can take pic together..the three of us grew up together!!!

we've seriously grown up together okay!!! hahas!!! love ya!!! okies for some reasons i dunno why i feel so silly in this picture...but its still fun afterall!! hahas!

okies she looks so grown up in this pic...hahas! afterall we're really getting old...hahas!!

another childhood friend took this for us!! its weisia's brother dingwei!! hahas!!

actually you're supposed to be able to see the two of us up there but after much tries its still a failure so forget it....hahas

Finally!! a normal pic!! hehes!! i feel so kiddy beside her!! hahaha!!! Friends Forever!!! =)

OH.MY.GOSH.






I finally got the shades i wanted for SO SO SO long!!!
- not dressy
- sorta frameless with a thin silver lining
- light brown
- 100% UV protection
What more can you ask for?
100% BEST SUNGLASSES EVER!!!
RAY BAN ROCKS!!!

hahahaha!!! i am SO SO SO SO HAPPY!!! WOOO!!!
hahas!!

i so understand that now isnt the right time to be happy over my sunglasses coz its lyk common test =.= now...and i've yet to really study on it yet!...and i'm lyk stuck with this stupid swollen eye and with cough sore throat and flu in my body?!?!...IRRITATING!so i'm lyk left with tmr and sunday to chiong my way thru!! so i guess tonight is the last night of the following week whereby i can really relax my mind and concentrate in playing...hehes..

oh yeah! today's valentine's day eve!hahas!! received lotsa CHOCOLATES & CANDIES from my BELOVED friends!! [ though i noe i cant eat them currently...:( ] thanks kaimi for the test tube and the SUPER SWEET NOTE!! thanks to yihan for her CHOCOLATES!thanks to yuefeng for her snacks and chocolates!!! thanks to LINEHNEH for her nehneh note and chocolates!! thanks to jiaying & hweejie for your toblerone!!! thanks to kailing for your chocs!!! and thanks to this piano-mate cum junior for your coffee candy!! hahahaha!! HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!

I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT PREPARING ANY GIFTS FOR YOU'LL TODAY!!....WILL TRY MY BEST TO BRING THINGS FOR YOU GUYS ON MONDAY IF I HAVE THE TIME...SORRY!!!

yupps,we lost to river valley 3-2... oh well,think everyone did their best le =) seriously feel that this year's tournament was so worth while although we lost to fuhua and river valley cos i think everyone did their very best in all the matches and we were just THAT close..anyways,too late to regret now right?so just look to the front and go ahead with life though it'll definitely take some time to feel this way of course...

think there wouldnt be anymore trainings alrdy?coz its the end of our tournament and we as sec fours nidda take up our pens and start burying our heads in books =.= haiz seriously gonna miss those times when all of us train together,training lyk mad,behaving lyk insanes,feeling disappointed together...seriously love our team...though we werent 'bonded' during sec1 and 2 but i think we're lyk so much closer now...hmmm next time we must still train together when we have the time to! for example lyk to destress or wadeva..hahas! hmm of course i'm sad by the fact that we lost after all our trainings but oh well,we tried out best to win le..=)

hmmm i feel lyk encouraging ppl now:

Yihan: dun feel sad le k?i think you tried your best le and i understand the pressure you felt when you're playing as the last single...hope you really feel so much better after crying it out...hmm didnt go and really comfort you just now cos i noe mayb you'll cry even more once i do so...but the thing is dun think too much alrdy...its alrdy over le..now its time to concentrate and get back into pace for our studies k?there's always failures and successes in life de...just treat this as one of our failures bah...we'll learn from it de...

Mandy: Mandy!hmmm think you too panicky today le lah...and then at certain time you werent serious =.= but you still did good at the end of the match le lah...so not bad alrdy...dun feel that your four years of training is wasted k? it'll be forever in your mind de..you'll always remember table tennis de! tournament is just a game,the most important thing is the process when we train together k?the fun we had,the skills we've learnt and many things else! all the best!!

Yuefeng: double partner! we did good today k! esp you!!! was extremely happy when you managed to get your 'smacking' feel back during the 2nd and 3rd set!! =) thanks for your encouragement during all our games =) although we lost today but i'm sure we played without regrets right?? hahas,i'll always remember the times when we train together as doubles de...=) the craziness we had together..hahas! and of course not forgetting a few bad times that we had also...=)

Songjia and Cilian: yo guys!! you'll really played till very well todae le!! could have won but all thanks to one bloody umpire that caused you'll to lose de...dun worry!! i'm sure you'll can do better next year!!! trust me!! jiayou!!!

Hanjian: YOU ROCK!!! seriously!!! i have nothing to say bout you!! your skills are lyk extremely stable!! and almost all your strokes are lyk so cool!! you're my hero man!!! hahahha!!!

hahas must be thinking that these few comments are lyk so weird coming outta vanessa right? i also think so,i rarely say such things though..hahas! but felt lyk saying this today so dun mind me=)

AND!! I FOUND MY WALLET!!! some kind soul from outside saw my wallet on the floor i guess and brought it all the way into the school and passed it to mr lau...how nice right?!??! though the money is lyk gone inside it doesnt really matters coz the wallet itself is lyk the most important thing to me!!!! THANK GOD!!!

hmm think thats all for the day le...byebye!!!

okays....shant talk bout wad eva that happened on friday coz majority of the ppl noe wad happened...ya... but no matter wad,after reflecting,i think me and yuefeng alrdy did quite well le...still a good job yuefeng!!

and yupps...the next way is to juz try our very best to win river valley and hopefully we can really have a breakthrough and create miracles!! not lyk wadeva that person said lohh....arghhh!
oh yeah,sorry bout my 'breaking down' on friday and thanks to yuefeng for your encouragement! i believe that we can still do it de!! but i wanna sae right,that day only tears welled up my eyes but no tears came down okay!so i'm still able to control well UNLIKE THE CRYBABY FROM THIS PARTICULAR SCHOOL THAT CRIES LYK SO EASILY AND SO BITCHY-LY!!! STUUUPIDD CRYYYBABYY!!!

wth...she really pissed me off lahh!! i totally didnt regret that i diao-ed you!!! hmph!! 2nd person in my enemy list...broke record....


oh well....shant let this kinda person ruin my day no matter how regretful i feel lah....haiz!! hmmm think thats all i shall update bout bahh...gonna be real busy this coming week i guess...still in cny mood and really eating ALOT to overcome my sad-ness.....

必胜！！！！

yo!! tmr's the day!! we shall all 加油!!!

Yuefeng: tmr both of us must do our best kay? you must have confidence in me and i WILL have confidence in you de!! we both must give each other support and play through it!! rmb!! NO 紧张 kay?? its totally outta our question okay??? in our mind must only be thinking of ways to win our opponents and overcome our mistakes kay??? CHIONG AH!!!

Everybody: We'll WILL and MUST do our best tmr kay?? no matter what the result is,we must still strive for the best and play without regrets in the end!!! =) although we might be disappointed but hopefully it'll be over soon....AND if we win!!! we MUST AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS MOMENT!!! =))))))

hmmm,i seriously hope things will go well tmr man!!!

1. 我们的开球不可以下网／掉

2. 杀球时不要太大板！

3. 尽量以稳为主！

hmmm think thats bout it le bah!! BEAR THESE THREE THINGS IN MIND!!! and i think i'll do okay =)

okies okies shant talk too much bout this alrdy else tmr i bet i cant concentrate in class le....FOOOO CUSSS!!!!

YOU CAN DO IT DE VANESSA!!!

HEYO!!! updating bout my Chinese New Year!!! hahas!! woke up not really early though coz there's lyk LITTLE places to go this year!! haiz...every year de cny is lyk getting more and more boring lah...and obviously lesser and lesser angbaos...hahas!!

hehehes!! the camera-shy bro of mine!! =)

finally!! he's trying to zi-lian!! hahahah!! i seriously look older than him can??! hahaha!!

UNGLAM pic of my mommy!! hahahah!!!

hahahas!! this pic is lyk SO MUCH nicer!!! =))) finally we look somehow alike!

my swollen eye is lyk so obvious can!! YIHAN!! I WORE YOUR WHITE HOOP EARRINGS LE!!!HONOURED MAH? hahahah!!

hmmm yest was quite okay though..hahas i ended up sms-ing kaimi for a few hours bah...its been so long since we've chat thru sms le loh! hahas! so cool!! too bad i cant go see the eclipse loh if not i think i'll go and see de...hahas!

NEXT THING!!! TOURNAMENT'S GONNA START ON FRIDAY!!! KRANJI TABLETENNIS GIRLS JIAYOU!!! WE CAN DO IT DE!!! WE MUST BELIEVE IN MIRACLES AND CHALLENGE OUR FATE!!! =)

i dunno why but i have this confidence that we will win fuhua de...hahas!! hope its true and must be true!!! =)))))

hahas seriously i feel so much more relaxed these few days after thinking through. i dunno why but it feels so much better! =)

YO!!! yesterday was a long day man....was damn tired when i'm back so didnt even have the time to use com...YESTERDAY WAS LYK THE BEST-TEST CNY CELEB I'VE HAD IN KRANJI LOH!!! ESP THE DECO OF OUR CLASS PART!!! hehehe!!! THOUGH WE NVR WIN BUDDEN IN MY HEART ITS STILL US THAT WON!!! hahahah!!! shall post pics of our class deco soon after i got the pics from azeezah =) me yihan azeezah yuting wanteng warah amalina and tricia were sorta the outside ppl of our class deco..hahas!! we've been thinking bout wad to decorate to make the outside look better lah!! hahas!! so in the end we use hongbaos to make out the word HAPPY 牛YEAR and we stick them on the construction papers that mr koh brought for us!!! proudly designed by VANESSA!! hahaha!!! yeah but of course without yihan's artistic talent in making out the words and yuting and wanteng in sticking the scotchtape and azeezah,tricia and amalina in providing and cutting the scotchtape!! hahas!! =) was kinda fun loh!!! seriously!! hahahas!!!

okies todae went to xunxin's grandad's house[i supposed] for 4D's gathering!! hahas was not bad!! bout 3/4 of the class went,according to azeezah..hahas! hmmm at first we met at yewtee mrt station and thn head off to the house and i tried to play pool/billard and apparently i dun seem to be performing well coz i cant even get one solid in =.= so i passed it to guanquan to play with john loh...haiz so disappointed loh...thn we went down to eat and so on...AND HAHAS!! AMALINA AND I WERE LYK CRAZY OVER THAT BLOWING THINGY!! HAHAHAS!!! cool huh?!?!? =D and i realised i can connect well with amalina!! hahas!! almost same type leh!! hahaha!!! =) thn we surprised eugene coz its his birthday tmr! hahas that cake is SERIOUSLY weird lah!! its lyk a bowl of noodles i supposed and there's lyk noodles made up of cream with 'halal char siew',fishball,chopsticks and eggs!! weird huh?? hahas!! thn in the end the chocolate stuffs are lyk eaten up by me yihan and siangning!! hahaha!! hmmm in between we went up to play caram and i played a lil bit of DJmax...hahas! too bad mandy isnt here to pei me play..=( hahas! thn there's lyk this stupid powder fight session in between our caram game =.= hahas!! SO SILLY!! HAHAHA!! but was fun!! =) and i think yihan's lyk a PRO at mahjong can....she kip playing and seems to be winning i guess coz i dunno how to play...hahas!

was quite fun lahh actually hahas!! only if everybody was here! =) hmm tournament dates and timing's all confirmed!!! friday---DSS and FHSS...arghhhhh!!! 4th feb---Regent SEC 6th feb---RV...yupps and thats it!!! WE MUST AND WE CAN WIN!!! =D hahas!! okies thats bout it le!!! shall update soon!!!

HAPPY NIU YEAR!!!! Oops..i noe my colour sense isnt that gud...so pardon me!! thats why i'm not in arts you see...hahas!

i finally understood wads happening and i decided not to continue it anymore..Its finalise!! i shall not fall into all these stuffs anymore!!! =)

YO!!! I'M BACK!!! MY LEFT EYE'S GETTING BETTER AND BETTER!! HAHAHA!!! GOOD NEWS RIGHT??!?! :D

hmm actually todae early in the morning my dad didnt allow me to go for training de so i DIDNT BRING MY STUFFS!!! thn during the afternoon i was planning to juz go there and see coz the shi3 jiao lian's coming todae so mayb i can learn something right,budden my eye's lyk getting slightly better so i was kinda hesitating if i shld train or go there to see or go home and rest....thn i cant make a decision so decided to call my dad and ask for his opinions...at first mandy they all sae my dad surely ask me go home de!! BUT MY DAD ACTUALLY SAID IF I WANNA GO THEN I CAN GO!!! hahaha!! impressive huh?!?!? but here's the next problem!! HOW TO GET MY SHOES AND SHIRT??? hahas actually wanted to ask my grandad to bring for me de budden he said dunno wad his car key's with my bro so cant come...thn asked the NICE Mr Chua of ours to send me home and take my stuffs!! haha!! and then!! later i called home to ask my maid to prepare my stuffs for me and bring it down before i leave school then who knows my bro answered to phone and sae my grandad willl bring it to sch for me!! HAHAHA!!! SO NICE RIGHT?!?!?! was lyk SO TOUCHED juz now by my grandad loh...hahas!!

but this is the first time i go training with so much precaution..hahas coz i nidda make sure no perspiration enters my left eye else the swell will definitely worsen loh...hahas!but training was quite fun lah!! hahaha!!!
hmmm cancelled the gathering with primary sch frens le bcos there isnt lotsa ppl going..haiz!! SORRY GUYS!!! will plan another gathering bah!!! but definitely will nid someone to help me the next time...

CHINESE NEW YEAR'S COMING!! HAHAHA!! CANT WAIT TO WEAR MY NEW CLOTHES!!! hehehehe!!!

hmmm,feeling kinda weird these few days and dunno wad're you thinking bout and dunno wad am i thinking bout too...haiz!! irritating lah!!! dun wanna care dun wanna think and dun wanna bother!!!hmph!!! shall concentrate in the tournament thats coming!!! i believe we can make it de!!! **if fate isnt on our side,we have to challenge it!** hahaha!! nice quote right??? hahahas!!! must use this quote on the day of our tournament man!!! =)))

hahas!! i'm updating again!! although i'm lyk lost of words already...


ermm my left eye is lyk still swollen...how?? the eyedrop i bought is lyk kinda working now but its still red....haiz...hopefully it'll be fine by the end of this week bah...hahas!

hmm today's lessons are lyk kinda boring and i'm lyk very very tired during the periods before recess loh...haiz...

hmm i'm organising a primary sch gathering this friday and i've yet to think of a venue....haiz...HELP ME!!! =(

haiyah...so sian...dun wanna update liao...byebye!!

hahaha!! i'm finally updating!!! hmmm i shall sae that i have no comments on the selection on friday bahh...but me and yuefeng managed to make it into the school team!! JIAYOUS MY BUDDY!!! =D

okies here's the real thing!! I'M GETTING MY IC IN TWO DAYS TIME!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! i noe everybody's gonna give me this =.= and sae i've alrdy gotten mine lyk months ago...haiz...too bad loh..who ask me to be a december baby!! hahaha!! no choice!!

haiz this weekend is lyk kinda boring...doing homework almost everyday and only going out occasionally but the fun thing is that my cousin qianxiu came to stay over last night!! hahas!! cool huh?!?! and the sad thing is that todae there's suppose to be training de budden its cancelled in the end...sobs...hmmm got not much things to blog about alrdy...so byebye!!

oh well! sorry bout that very fiery post yesterday....couldnt help it either...

hmmm tmr's the day.what can i do to stop all my worries?pray hard?yeah guess thats the only way out...=) praying to God will definitely help make me feel better! =) actually i'm also quite confident that we both can make it through de! as long as we perform as how we usually are and the best is to perform slightly above average,i think we'll be able to do well alrdy! =) hahas!! anyways dun forget that BEING POSITIVE IS ALWAYS THE GOLDEN RULE IN VANESSA'S MIND!!! hahaha!!! not bad huh?!?! =)

WISH ME LUCK TMR!!!
BYEBYE!!!

WHAT THE HELLL!!!!!

ARGH!!! I CANT BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY SAID THAT!!!! PLEASE!! ITS PURELY SKILLS!! AND I DONT CHEAT!!! DAMN IT!!! WHAT'S EXACTLY YOUR PROBLEM HUH??!?!? NOT HAPPY WITH US RIGHT??!?! THEN SAY SO!!!! DUN HAVE TO USE SUCH CHEAPO METHODS TO SAY US RIGHT?!?!?

I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG MAN!!!! ARGH!!!

pardon me...its been real long since i've been SOO pissed...and this seems to be the only way to let me chill....

hahas what am i thinking about now?...









HOW TO DO THE FEEL FOR DETERRENCE AND DIPLOMACY!!! ARGH!!! FREAKING IRRITATING!!! I DUN EVEN NOE WHICH ONE IS THE FACTOR OR SUB-FACTOR...WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE TEXTBOOK PRINTING?!?! THE SUB-FACTORS AND FACTOR FONT SIZE IS LYK THE SAME??!??!




now what?am i lyk gonna fail the ss test tmr or smth??think we shld have went to find mrs ram on last friday rather than wasting our time out loiterring in school...haiz...i'm currently trying to create the atmosphere to make me think properly bout all these points by sitting on my bed infron of this laptop listening to classical music and opening my microsoft word to type things out....hope i'm succeeding...hahas!


oh well! went to the doc yest for the x-ray for my spinal cord...all thanks to that fall on 18th Nov in east coast park =.= guess wad happened to me?? i was lyk rollerblading happily with yihan when we decided to go to the stool and rest for a while and everything was fine until when we're walking towards the stool...i was lyk standing there waiting for yihan and guess wad?? this whole bunch of KIDS were lyk colliding together on the road?? and thank god me and yihan weren't there..hahas! but here's the funniest and stupidest thing ever!!! after i saw them falling,the next thing that happened to me is also falling down for no reason??? i didnt lose my balance! neither did my blades roll onto anything! i was purely standing firmly on the ground!! and how did i fall?!??! OMG!! mayb its influential?? when i see them falling and i'm influenced by them and fall down on my accord??? argh!!! how dumb!!! and oh well! its been pain till now if i sit at a particular angle for a long time...so dad brought my to x-ray and guess wad?!?!


MY TAILBONE REALLY CRACKED!! as in lyk on the x-ray shown in the com,my tailbone is supposed to be a nice curve coming down de..budden mine is lyk slant to a side...its so OMG right??!?! and the doc actualy said there's actually no cure for this kinda incident coz there's no nerves around this bone and it doesnt connects to the spinal cord area so it wouldnt affect be in any way except for the pain i'm feeling...yeah so..thats it...

VANESSA HAS A BROKEN BONE IN HER BODY!!! OMG!!!
** mayb i shld STOP rollerblading and iceskating huh?!? coz if i fall again??...wad will happen...hahas!!! clumsy me!!! to think me and yihan laughed lyk mad at that time not knowing the seriousness!! hahas!!

hahas its been a week since i've updated?

hmm todae went to AJC's open house and guess wad?...we're lyk late for their open house?!?!we reached there at bout 3pm and they're lyk closing at bout 3pm loh...how organised kranji teachers can be huh?!?!..hahas...
realising that i'm getting mean in my words recently...SORRY to those that i offended...will not be so mean le...=(

haiz i decided not to go to AJC le...coz i find that the sch's environment is lyk so bad...its old,small and...no more comments...i juz find it worse than Kranji can?!so decided not to go there le...[[hahas provided i can even get the score to CHOOSE where i wanna go...]] hahas! oh yeah,there's lyk quite a lot of tests coming up and its lyk only the beginning of January?? haiz...feeling so exhausted after just the first week of school...oh well! just gotta bear with it for less than a year more and i can relax!!! =) hahas! well,this is called self-consoling though..hahas

think i'm coping well with my studies recently,just that i think my english's still quite bad...hahas think i shld realli start improving my languages...=) haiz,just wanna sae again,SEC FOUR'S LIFE ISNT FUN AT ALL!!!...=((((

hahas!! sudd feel lyk blogging again...hahas juz did something again...haiz...i swear it'll nvr happen again!!! =)

hmm todae went for self-training and it was fun but not good coz i expected us to really train!! hahas!! nvm!! juz treat it as 'bonding' session for us bah!! hahaha!!

well,FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!! and how was it??!?! BORING!!! wad else??adminstration stuffs--collecting report books,choose class chairperson and so on,allocate seating arrangement[[was disastrous]],went to listen to mdm lee talking=.= how fun can that be??!

oh well,I'M ALLOCATED TO CLASS CLEANLINESS AGAIN!! i tot i'll be off since i'm not in it last year...argh...SO boring...AND I WANNA COMPLAIN!!! YIHAN DUN LET ME CHANGE DUTY!!! =) to think we're still buddies....hahahas!! okies lahh i promised i wun make things diff for you de mahh right??!...so trust me bahh wun be much of a problem de=) [[ hehes the most i change duty internally]] hehes PAISEH!! dun angry....

today's recess was lyk SO weird!! with the new sec3s with us,the whole canteen somehow feels SO much more crowded???till now i also dunno why but its juz a WHOLE LOT MORE of ppl as compared to last year loh...

oh yeah! had ice breaking games in class todae and was lyk so dumb! to sae two truths and a lie...hahas guess wads mine?
1) went to china for holiday last year
2) i LOVE cats
3) didnt celebrate christmas in singapore last year
hahas!! ppl that noes me noe very well that i SO TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY DO NOT LIKE CATS!!! i'm lyk GATOPHOBIC!!! [[ a phobia whereby you're scared and dislike cats ]] hahas!! but think i'm not that bad now alrdy...juz that i dislike them but wun be really that scared of them bah...hopefully=) trying to improve myself alrdy...hahas!

hmm guess thats about it le bah...MY PARAGRAPHING SKILLS IMPROVE RIGHT!!! hahaha!!!

haha!! I'M BACK!!! AND FINALLY UPDATING!! HAHAHA!!

hmmm how was my china trip?? hahas...was VERY educational!! hahaha!!!i shant talk bout my trip thru lyk day 1 day 2 and all those bahh hahas coz its gonna be real boring! =)

we went to the WORLD DINOSAUR VALLEY!! hahaha!!! was VERY VERY COOL!!! all the fossils are lyk found and dug out from the soils in yunnan itself..impressive huh?!according to them they said during the dinosaur times,there's this volcano that sudd exploded so all the dinosaurs ran to one direction thats away from the volcano which is towards yunnan budden the heat and lava still killed all of them,thats why they all died there then the people now can find almost hundreds of fossils in their area..hahas!! okies i gotta admit this is the only area where i really paid full attention to wad the tour guide's talking about...hahas in other areas,hmmm mayb not that much..=)

hahas!! the weirdest mickey mouse i've ever seen!! hahas!!

hahas!! WORLD DINOSAUR VALLEY!!! :D

the dinosaurs are lyk SO cool right?!?!

hahas same place!! there's lyk 20 over fossils there!!!

the LARGEST fossil found there!!!

can you believe it?!underneath this soil there's still lyk 400 hundred over more fossils there!!!

hahas should i sae this guy's job is fun or boring?!?! doing the same thing everyday....

hahaha!!! [P.S. this dinosaur is a REAL one!!] hahaha!!!i'm lyk being lame again..=.=

hahas okies guess thats all i'm gonna post bout today bahh hahas.. lazy to post bout the others liao...

other day!!!

=)